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I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
You’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As I watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m waiting for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
But I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I’m waiting for you, I love you

Bye bye, never say goodbye
Even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping…

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I’m waiting for you, I love you

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Depression...
01:06 // Monday, February 15
Seems like I'm falling into depression again. or perhaps... depression has never left me, but to remain hidden in a corner and latch onto me when the opportunity arise.

Once again, I allowed myself to be hurt... to be hurt more than anything else.
and perhaps... this is the last straw & no more.
I know nothing good will come out of this. And now the feeling to get out of here is stronger than anything else, other than the desire for eternal silence. I'm kinda curious how much longer can I hold on to, how much longer can I live this life.

I would really love to leave everything behind & live carefree, not bounded to anything and/or anybody.

Tears remain for the darkness and the lonely beings. Out of sight and all alone.
No one will ever hear my stories... and to my grave I shall bring it along.

I willingly accept all the pain I've allowed others to bring upon me, and to personally create more pain to ease the pain felt! 

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